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Breathe with tears ~ 🕉

These few days I have the feeling that some elements in life are not for me anymore. This feels somehow as a disappointment, but I should also see this as a new opportunity. Sometimes a door just closes, even when you don’t want to. It means a lot of things and you should look at the opportunities ahead of you. Being adopted I always tried to look at life as a second chance. Born in Indonesia but raised in the Netherlands gave me new opportunities to a better life. This was a mindset that kept me going. Even as a little girl I knew I should make the best of it and give it all I got to make this chance a successful one. So everyone will be proud and it wasn’t all for nothing. Lately I still live with this mantra but I also feel the pain more. I realize what happened, what I lost and what I will never get back. It will be lost forever and it’s a harsh reality that sometimes feels unbearable to live with. Even though I see all opportunities in front of me, the loved ones in my life, I still feel sad and disappointed that what is natural for another, is so unreachable for me. It’s something that I will never understand. At this moment yoga is my support in this process and I am happy it’s in my life right now. Maybe it’s this inner voice or inner force that takes me on this journey and tells me I am not alone. It’s okay and I will find a way. Just breathe, even with tears and new paths will open when I am ready ~ 🕉🧘‍♀️~ #yoga #journey #healing #healingjourney #adoption #adoptionjourney #yogalife #yogalove #yogalover #yogababes #yogabalance #sad #writersofinstagram #yogajournal #yogablog #soul #soulsearch #soulsearcher #soulsearching #spirit #spirituality

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